We walked through the burn scar, happy to see new life peeking through the soil, green in a landscape of ash grey, while breathing the smoke from a new fire raging to the south. Seeing the remnants of a dead fire while breathing the proof of a live one. It was eerie and sad. I took video while we walked, to capture the moment as best as I could. Though, that only really gets the image of it. Not the smell. Not the desolation. Not the death in the air.
Still, there was life at our feet. Tiny flowers and little green shoots sprouted along the trail. And in the haze we could see other such life pushing through the ash. It was encouraging to see that. Despite the destruction, all was not lost. Despite the raging inferno that had scarred the terrain a year earlier (nearly to the day), life was returning and, in some cases, had never left.
Little did we know then what our day had in store.
From one fire to another, we travelled homeward, the smoke constant and the charred hillsides popping up again and again.
I’m not entirely sure where I’m going with this.
When I conceived the idea for the post on our drive home (we had been backpacking near Shaver Lake), it seemed to mean something. All this damage. All these fires. I came home and looked up the names of each of them. There were nine active and old fires that we either drove through, walked through, or saw the smoke from. And if we saw the smoke it meant we were breathing it. But now a month later when I’m finally get around to writing this? That number would be thirteen instead of nine. Four more fires started along the same corridor in the last four weeks. One per week. But, what does it mean?
Well, I don’t know.
Maybe it is enough to have been there and to share these words now and raise the question: What does it mean?
Maybe these words are nothing more than a diary entry of sorts. I went. I saw. There was devastation. There was beauty. And somehow that is right. That is life.
Maybe this is nothing more than my mind trying to reconcile the memories from my youth when I was fascinated by fire while at the same time calculating the cost currently. The forests that have burned now will not have grown back to what they were in my lifetime, nor in my children’s lifetime. Anything that is lost now they will never get to experience. These forests take too long to grow back. They can’t just be instantly replaced like so much else in our lives.
Maybe it’s all of the above.
I don’t know.
8 thoughts on “a state on fire”
We recently road tripped to Spokane to see family, and had to drive through devastation. It has haunted me for years. I have written about it many times. I’m a tree lover and seeing the charred remains of beautiful trees is traumatic. While there is necessary and normal cleansing, this situation goes way beyond that. Record drought, Colorado river way way down, and continued fire. Scary times.
It’s all so very haunting
How do all these fires even start?
such a tragedy on so many levels
KNP complex was started by lightning. The picture is from the bullfrog fire. They think that was started by a larger fire that was burning near it last year. That larger fire was started by a campfire. A lot of the smaller fires along the freeway were started by car fires that spread. It was a hot, dry and windy summer.
Good lord. Seems like it’s always something.